Saturday, August 20, 2005
haiis.
sometimes i really wonder if i can stop blogsurfing.esp since all the blogs ive been to recently are those of GUIDES.yeah GUIDES again.shit.when will i stop this depressing obsession.its only making me and my fellow friends sad and nothing else.bahh.but i realy learnt some things from the blogs i went to.like how much guides means to my seniors.
and PS.i really dun understand why sum1'd wanna pon guides to go shopping or whatever.seriously.i went to lynette's blog (sorry girl dun be shocked or anything if u ever happen to stumble upon this as well) and yeah.her post made me so darn sad.she blogged about how much she'd miss her patrol oriole,and how theyve gone thru so much together,and now dey were gonna be split up again.
i dont know why im obsessing over this,really.im jus a sec1 afterall.but i cant help it.would you be able to control ur emotions if u saw every1 crying?i wouldnt i know.yeah.dont b surprised or ask me why im liddat suddenly.i guess guides has taught me a new thing.throughout my 7months or so in this CCA, ive really bonded lots with my seniors,and my fellow sec1 batchmates.despite the fact tt we come from all backgrounds,diff classes and diff personalities,it was really fun getting to noe all of them lor.and i mus admit its been a reallie great time ive had here.im sorry seniors,sorry for not being enthu about guides in the beginning.i totally regret it now ok.i promise ill be an enthu new guide now,and treasure wad i have frm now on.i'll not complain abt havin to study for tests even when i have others to mug for.i PROMISE.and i shall work hard and get as many badges as i can.i wont complain or do anything bad.
and i realli hoped tt u were the one.but you werent..so nevermind.i'll give up.but i was really,really hoping u'd be,
ciao.
i'll stay with YOU.
>9:24 PM
