Monday, September 26, 2005
i koped this from peiying's blog.
sorry peiying..if i offended u by this, im sorry.really.
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hi. i'm back.after abt 3 months.
so many things have happened during this period when i didnt blog.
pts, tests, open house and encore-the most memorable one.yeah so i'm back.
not because i've decided to break my promise but.. it's just that i have things to say that i dont want to tell ppl right in the face in case they give that response again.
i just totally CANNOT stand it. i have made 10 realisations:-
1, some ppl in class DAO me. sometimes i think it's just that they cant hear me properly but i can sense that they are just simply dao-ing me. and it's those ppl whom i've nv really talked to and i thought they were nice. those nice looking ppl. thay dao me. for no reason. ok maybe there's a reason but i dont want to know. not like i cannot stand ppl daoing me, but i cannot stand ppl whom i thought are nice daoing me. if you're giving me that look, whatever.2, some ppl are irritating the hell outta me. enough is enough ok. i cannot stand it when you come over and repeat that I AM CUTE or whatsoever and start fiddling with my hair and patting me and shaking the guts out of me and whatever. and i cannot stand you also. another one who comes over and insists that i am cute and shows me that supposedly whine-ish and supposedly pitiful face, sorry but i find it extremely revolting. thank you. i think you can be one of those fear factor round
2 bugs. and i stress i am not cute i suck.
3, i cannot stand ******. she's like pestering me and forcing me for answers. and she's like peiying you so clever (barf barf) you shld know what. i repeat i suck..
4, I DO NOT LIKE CLIQUES. NEITHER DO I ENJOY BEING IN ONE. i didnt think i was in a clique until the clique thing got worse. and it's so obvious it's a real clique. can you guys just quit it.
5, some ppl are gross. some ppl are totally indifferent and selfish and forever teasing you.
6, if you let me choose between lahar and sheryl, i'll choose sheryl. for some reasons which i shall not disclose in case they get offended. again.
7, i wont feel sad if next yr i dont end up with 103 again. as in i wont mind if our classes change next yr.
8, if you let me choose choir friends and 103 friends i'll choose CHOIR FRIENDS.
9, i cannot stand it when i do sth and they get offended just cos they misunderstood me and dont even listen to my explanation and then they dont tok to me. and they are friends, not my foes. would i do sth to harm them?????? can they just understand for once. can't they? cant they just take it since they know i didnt mean anything. they do that same thing to ppl too. that's worse.
10, i dont want to be irritating. i cannot help it. so can you all just stop like scolding me. like whatever i ask from you you will like, "WHAT LAH. DONT ASK ME LAH. SHUT UP" stop it canthere. and lynnette you know i dont mean to hurt you. i meant everything as an insult to SHAUN not you. you know that. why would i want to insult you on blogs. if i meant any insult to you indirectly i swear i didnt know. i just wanted to insult shaun tho. NOT YOU get it? maybe i was too focused on the end product, not the by-product of the teasing of shaun. but anyhow, i didnt know you would get offended. so STOP DAOING ME OR WHATSOEVER. if you think you're not, i think you are. SO CAN YOU JUST LISTEN TO MY EXPLANATION AND DONT THINK THINGS YOUR WAY.
i want choir. i love choir esp lisa and vivien. at least they dont irritate me and dao me or not listen to me explain or whatsoever. i love choir seniors.i hate ###.
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i must say that im really very, very surprised by tkpy.
i didnt know that you felt that way.
and..
if you were me,wouldnt you think that i'm insulting you too.
but now thats over.
so can we just forget about it?
im not angry at you anymore.
really.
if u say i am im gonna be angry ! x)
lol.
and im gonna tell you this.
LAHAR IS NOT A CLIQUE.
we are good friends yes i admit.
but i can 100percent guarantee we arent a clique.
like excuse me..
do we ALWAYS HANG OUT WITH EACH OTHER?
i dont think so.
you see me hang with cheryl, xinyi, amanda and etc right?
how can u consider it a clique?
... ... i know the groups we form make us sound kinda liddat.
but....if u think about it,are we?
and..i didnt know u really hate 103 that much..
LOL but i noe who u r talking abt for points one and three.
guess i know u well enough huh? =P
anyway.
didnt know u felt that way abt me?
refer to points 8 and 9 or something.
im just..speechless la.
oh well and i got one last thing to tell you.
i wont be offended if u wanna quit lahar
lahar is kinda gone already.
it was just a passing trend.
ok?
so i hope u get a better understanding.
just think about it ok?
<3
i'll stay with YOU.
>10:27 PM
